For
catrinella, because it
is her fault I wrote this just now:
There's what we want to say, and then there's what
we actually manage to write and to share:
there's what we strive to make, with what we brought
away from Chicago, the books we bought
in England... in Boston... a parish fair...
there's what we hoped to say, and then there's what
we shape from the bones of our demons -- fought
down so often, yet how they reappear,
insisting what we need cannot be caught --
well,
fuck that. You know it's not for naught --
that what we spin and style is worth the care
we lavish when we can, the joy it's brought
(and glee, and provocation, even thought-
provoking musings and the occasional tear...) --
these triumphs be -- our words, these things we've wrought --
that what we wring from what we've loved and sought --
it may not be our best, what we can spare,
but what we manage to make? Well, it's what
will do for now, it being what we've got:
"good enough" is more than many ever dare.
You use your pen for good, love. Worry not.